YEYS, I EYM! :))))

I N L O V E . A K O. E H.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

NEVER LET ME GO .. PLS???

:)

RAIN. RAIN. RAIN. :))

G A W D! I MISSED MY HUBBYYYY! :(

I just missed you!

My Dear Hubby! :)

I know I have the habit of making surprises. Most persons I know agree that I never run out of surprising events in my life. Sometimes, I myself am surprised about the consequence of my own contrivance.

But I hope that you would not count it against me if I keep making surpises. I love to see the joy on the faces of people as a result of little surpises I've made. Gifts, special announcements and sometimes naughty jokes are among my tools in this game of surprising people. But I would like to try out something different on you this time, although I am not sure if it would make you happy.

I want you to know that you have been my biggest surprise in life. You have surprised me in countless ways, although you may not be knowing it. Your smiles and kindly look always give me a heart attack. I am surprised by your sight because I am in love!

Your Wifey Forever,

Memei♥

BREAK NA TAYO! :)))

Break. Break. Break.

Puro na lang ako break. Lagi na lang ako nakikipagBreak sakanya :(

Di ko alam kung bakit.

Paulit ulit ko pang ginagawa.

Kahit ako na may kasalanan, ako p laging nkikipagbreak.

weird no?

Ewan ko ba.

Siguro di pa ko natatauhan e.

Alam ko naman kasi d ko yun kayang ituloi, SA NGAYON!

erm. ayoko din naman mgkahiwalay kami e.

AYOKO!

Eh, bkit ba lagi ka pa nkkipagbreak!?

anu bang meron dun? ha?

minsan nga naiisp ko.

"pano pag nagsawa na siyang pigilan ako?"

"pano pag pumayag n lng siya bigla?"

"pano pag natuloy n yung hiwalayan namin?"

"PANO KA NA MEMEI?!"

alam ko, mahirap akong intindhin.

Kahit ako, d ko na maintindhan sarili ko. :(

Ginawa ko nga daw hobby ang pakikipagbreak saknya e.

Siguro dahil lng s alam kong DI NIYA KO PAPAYAGAN IWAN SYA.

ampf.

Owver sa kampante lang teh?! :)))

well, yea. gnun nga.

Though alam ko hndi laging "WAG BHIE :( " ang isasagot niya.

Hindi laging iyak ang gagawin niya.

Pano pag isang araw umoo n siyang talaga.?

Wala ka nang magagawa mae.

Alam ko naman yun eh!

anu ba?

naiisp ko din naman yun ah?!

Natatakot din naman ako ah?

Kala niyo ba hinde?!!

Hayy..

Paulit ulit n ko kakapangako sa sarili ko.

Pero this time, tama na.

AYOKO NA BITAWAN UNG SALITANG "BREAK NA TAYO!"

di ko din naman kasi kayang panindigan un.

at ayoko din naman siya ung magsabi sken nun!

:(

kaya, last n yun. :)

LOVE NA. :))

♥

Pati sa Cityville, IKAW pa rin ang laman! ♥

OHA. pati sa Cityville, ikaw p rin. :)

Naknang. Lahat nmn ng gwin ko, lahat tungkol sayo eh. :)) haha. Di naman ako nagsasawa e. WALA AKONG BALAK MAGSAWA! :) sarap kaya s pakiramdam pag ikaw iniisp ko :) Try mo! haha. JOKE.. Lam ko naman ako lng din laman ng utak mo e. :) nagiisa lng ako jan s puso mo. :) Makapal muka ko eh, kaya alam ko. :) haha. Bakit? HINDI BA? pektusan kita jan e. :D Mahal n mhal kita aking Hubby! :) super laaab as in todo na umaapaw !hahaha. ;D miss you so bad bhie.. :( nababaliw n kasi ako eh, kaya eto. Blog ln ng blog. :)) Kahit d mo to mabasa, ok lang. :) MABABASA MO DIN TO ALAM KO!! :) iipunin ko lang para pag pinabasa ko sayo, tambak yang mata mo. :)) haha. ILOVEYOU SOBRAAAA! :))) Ingat tayo lagi. :) okay?

Till here na lang muna. :)

Lalaro lang ako CV :))

haha

Katext namn kita eh.

Kaya parang katabi lang kita. ♥

Muamuah!

KALOKOHAN MO BHIE! :))))

o5:26 pm knina ..

kulit kasi.

Kaw b naman e magalit dahil tawag ka ng tawag tas di lang sasagutin.

Badtrip diba?

Pero..

Pano kung bigla mong naalala..

Na ung number n tntawgan mo ay yung no. n gamit mo ngaun?

HAHA

gets mo ba?

:)

si bhie kasi.

tumawag dw sken eh wla nmn.

number ko tntawagan niya, eh un ang gamit niya.

Ring ln dw ng ring.

Andun pla s bhay nila cp niya, nkcharge. haha

share ko lang meyn!

LAUGHTRIP =)))))

There'll be no end to our LOVESTORY ♥

Sino ba si Billy Ray Barretto sa buhay ko?

hmm.

Well, kung kilala mo ko malamang malalaman mo kung sino ba sya talaga.

At kung bakit masyado syang mahalaga para skin.

okay. to give you some info about him.

Here it goes.. :)

Isa lang naman siyang tao na masarap kasama.

Super kalog niyan.

Hindi ka talaga maboboring pag yan kausap mo.

NO DULL MOMENTS! as in.

At sure akong hindi ka maboboring pag sya kasama mo.

He's good at throwing jokes.

Though minsan nkakapikon na talaga. :|

haha.

mahilig mang asar yan e. or should I say -MALAKAS MANG ASAR!

Pero kahit ganyan yan,

marunong pa din yan maawa..

And take note,

He's now into helping others just to serve those who are in need.

ehem..

Vice president daw ng ORGANIZATION e..

really. :)

Kahit maloko, makulet, pasaway yang taong yan.

He's good at heart. ♥

Mabait naman kasi yan.

Kaya nga nagustuhan ko yan e..

Kasi alam ko, hindi bato puso niyan..

:))

hmm.

Talent?

Magaling daw sya s cripwalk e.

Sbe ..

Siguro.. kasi sbe ng friend ko siya daw ung laging nkkpaglaban s harlem every party during Highschool days..

He was just my schoolmate back then .. :)

sa dalawang taon kong nag aral s MAIN, di ko sya nmeet in person.

As in nkilala.. :)

Kaya hindi kami naging close..

Pero sigurado ako, ngtataka kayo kung pano ko siya naddescribe ngaun kung hindi ko nga siya talaga kilala?? :)

Pano ko nga ba siya nakilala?

Well, It's a long story.. but here I am, sharing it all to let you know. :)

Siguro kung isa ka sa friends ko sa FB pwede mo pang mawitness kung pano ko sya nkilala. :)

HERE'S HOW IT STARTED :

JUNE 11,2o1o :]

It was one awful day ..

Online sa FB..

Unlimited comments, & chats talaga ako nun..

:)

Then suddenly, i received a notifications from my friend.

I was tagged on a picture ..

(where in, we were BOTH tagged ..)

Siyempre, natuwa naman ako sa question kaya sumagot ako. :)

kahit hndi kami msyadong close nung nagtag sken..

At kung mapapnsin niyo,

ayan, dumidiskarte na siya..

Sa totoo lang, medyo nayabangan ako s first approach niya sken.

Yung mga gnong banat kasi, BANAT NG MGA BOLERO!

diba?

He asked for my number, but at first I've said no.. :)

Nagbiro pa ko na magpaalm muna siya s "BOYFRIEND KUNO" ko. :))

haha..

The conversation went so funny and fast until I noticed I wasnt that blue anymore..

He added me on FB .. ayun! lalong umarangkada .. :)

And his very first comment was this. :

He even tried to insist my friends just to get my cell number.

Kaya, binigay ko na..

Seriously, that time nagenjoy ako kausap sya. Though medyo Corny ung lines at d na mabenta pero ung sense of humor niya, tlgang damang dama. :)

Nagtext siya agad..

Pero hindi ko nareplyan on the same day..

siguro after a day, or a couple ko siya ntext.. :)

Pero, isang buwan or dalawang buwan kami nawalan ng contact kasi busy pako nun eh.

At yun nga, may Bf p ko nun..

Nung nalamn ng BF ko na may BILLY akong katxt, wala lng e.

WALA LANG TALAGA!

gara no? haha.

after my long busy days, ngaktext na ulit kme.

At yun.

Di n naputol ulet.

:)

We even texted lots of times than my so-called-bf..

I was just in a mess when I've got to talked to him.

At dumating yung point na halos lahat ng tungkol sken, nasbe ko n sknya.

Alam niya yung nagyare sken.

Alam niya kung ano nagyare sken.

I like how he comforted me.

Kung pano sya magbigay ng advise sken.

Yan yung dahilan kung bakit ako naging malapit skanya.

At kung hndi ako nagkakamali,

I asked him to be one of my closest friends..

AT nangyari nga.

Umamin siyang mahal niya na ko.

Pero hindi ko pinaniwalaan agad.

Gusto ko lng makasigurado na SERYOSO TLGA SIYA!

Kaya, pinatagal ko.

Para lang malaman ko. :)

Sa bawat araw n nakakausap ko sya..

Text,

Tawag,

or

Chat..

Narealized ko bigla,

Kulang ung araw ko pag di ko sya nkakausap.

GOD!, does that mean I totally gave in?

:)

GUSTO KO NA SIYA! :)

And he was the only reason why I had the guts to let go of my mistaken LOVE.

Nkipagbreak ako s Bf ko , dahil sknya.

Though ayaw ko pa aminin s sarili ko,

kasi naalala ko yung bagay n nasbe ko s friend ko.

"masyado syang kampante, mabgyan nga ng leskyon"

:)))

akala ko mgagawa ko.

PERO, ako p ung nalaglag..

And I actually fell for him..

YOU KNOW WHY?

dahil sa sign..

SIGN NA HININGI KO KAY LORD. :)

sbe ko.

-Pag tong lalaking to, hiniling sken n gusto niya makilala ko pamilya niya, seseryosohin ko panliligaw neto. :)-

and yes!

HE JUST DID! :D

He said he wanted me to meet his family.

Sunday, nagchurch kami. At for the very first time, nakapunta ako s bhay nila.

Pinakilala niya na ko! :)

Masaya ako s mga sumunod n nangyare kasi alam ko siya lang ngpapasaya sken.

Siya lang talaga..

Days have passed..

Mas nagustuhan namin ung isat isa.

Mas napamahal kami sa isat isa.

September 17, 2o1o.

-Love.Love.Love-

Finally I said yes..

haha. OO.

Seventeen ko siya sinagot.

Hindi 14. Hindi 15. :)

Pero dhil pareho naming paborito ung number 15.

Aba, FIFTEEN na lang. :)

so, that became our LOVE number.

♥

Days, weeks, and months..

Still we're here.. :)

But as part of the relationships,

May mga bagay na talagang kasama at hindi mawawala sa kwento..

Saya, lungkot, iyakan, tampuhan, lambingan, sigawan, harutan.

Lahat yan paborito ko.

Isa lang ang pinakaayaw ko.

ang maglokohan..

Ayaw n ayaw ko niyan..

Dahil alam ko sa sarili ko kung kelan ako dapat magseryoso s isang relasyon.

At yan ako ngaun.

Ganyan ako kaseryoso ngaun..

Sa una, nagkamali man ang isa samin.

still, Nagkapatawaran pa rin.

Bakit?

Dahil sa LOVE ♥

Mahal lang tlaga namin ang isat isa kaya eto pa rin kami..

Maraming beses man ang selosan,

at least npaparamdam namin kung gano nmin kamahal ang isat isa.

Selfish kasi kami eh.

Shhhhh. :p

Marami man ang sumubok sirain kami.

May mga umepal man.

Nagbalak sumingit,

Mga ex n gustong bumalik.

Lahat sila, Nababalewala.

Kasi wala ng makakasira sa kung anong meron kami ngayon.

Mahirap ng magsisi sa huli.

-sabi nya nga. :)

Marami na kaming naranasan.

Marami ng napunthan ng magkasama.

Mga problemang hinarap at hinaharap namin,

inspirasyon lang para mas maging matibay kami. :)

Lahat ng araw na magkasama kami,

Lahat yun mahalaga samin.

At habang tumatagal kami,

Yung Love namin, lalong lumalala. :)

Lalong tumitinde.

Wala ng sapat na dahilan para baguhin kung anung nararamdaman namin sa isat isa.

Okay n kmi sa ganito.

Akin sya, at saknya ako. :)

♥

Simula sa araw na yon, hanggang ngayon.

Mahal na mahal ko siya.

Isang beses ko lang talaga siya minahal, after non, hindi na..

HINDI NA TAPOS! :)

He's my everything. :)

iLoveyou so much asawa ko!

♥

Imissed you so badly!

:*

muamuamua!

*laaaaab*

♥ F I F T E E N ♥

LAZY SONG ! :)

here's the lyrics. :))

Today I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay in my bed

Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone

'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

I'm gonna kick my feet up then stare at the fan

Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants

Nobody's gon' tell me I can't

I'll be lounging on the couch just chilling in my Snuggie

Click to MTV so they can teach me how to dougie

'Cause in my castle I'm the freaking man

Oh yes, I said it, I said it

I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay in my bed

Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone

'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Nothing at all, nothing at all

Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X

Find a really nice girl, have some really nice sex

And she's gonna scream out

[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bruno-mars-lyrics/the-lazy-song-lyrics.html ]

This is great

(Oh my god, this is great)

Yeah, I might mess around

And get my college degree

I bet my old man will be so proud of me

But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait

Oh yes, I said it, I said it

I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay in my bed

Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone

'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

No, I ain't gonna comb my hair

'Cause I ain't going anywhere

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

I'll just strut in my birthday suit

And let everything hang loose

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Oh, today I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay in my bed

Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone

'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Nothing at all

Nothing at all

Nothing at all

*SOUNDTRIP :)

*You Hypnotized me. :))

This song makes me press REWIND.

HAHA..

Got nothing else to say.

Just watch it, I'm sure you'll like it!

:)

--Oh. and also this one..

I just watched it for the first time. I don't even know who's the artist.

Im not familiar with her though. :)

Enjoy!

`SWEETEST KISS ♥

Okay ..

Last blog for tonight.. :)

I'm tired and my eyes too.

I need to sleep cos right now my hubby's dreaming already.. :)

Im dead if he knows Im still up this late..

I have to wake up early ..

So i can text him right away :)

GOD! i so missed my hubby! :(

Though he's just here a while ago :(

It's still not enough..

I wanna be with him FOR ALWAYS AND.. FOREVER! :)))

hahaha.

okay.

enough said..

I really must go now.

Have a sweet night fellas! ♥

*HAVE A GOOD NIGHT HUBBY KO!♥

This day isnt a good one.. ;'(

Pero dahil nakasma ko sya khit saglit lng..

OK N YUN! :)

Masaya na ko kasi kahit papano nkita ko sya, nahawakan, nayakap, nakiss at nalambing..

Kahit nagmamatigas sya knina. :(

Alam ko naman kasi ginangantihan niya ko s pagiging matigas kong ulo eh. :(

hayy.

kaya nga mgpapakabaet nako e.

Susunod nako s lhat ng gusto niya.

Para walang gantihan. :(

Mahal n mahal ko siya e.

SOBRA!

hindi ko n kayang mwala pa sya.

Ganun din naman siya.

Kaya nga pag nkikita niya kong umiiyak, alam ko nanghihina siya.

Biglang nanlmabot e.

Siyempre paawa epek muna.

Pero totoo tlaga yun.

Nasasaktan talaga ako, pag dinedema niya ko.:(

Hay.

anweird no?

kasi ngaun, nffil ko ung mga bagay n minsan kong nagawa skniya. :(

MASAKIT PALA TALAGA..

Buti nalang after a while,

He's back from being too sweet :)

Ayun.

Di din ako natiis.

Galit kasi sya dahil sa paalam ko e.

May lakad kasi ako, di sya mkksma. :(

kaya aun.

DI dw siya mkakampante hnggat tuloy yun. :(

huhu.

Kung pwede lang tlga sya isama e. :(

kaso hindi..

ANU YTA GAGAWIN KO??

hirap nemen.

ayoko kasi nagagalit yun e,

nawawala s mud mglambing. :(

hirap lambingin.

Pero, d nagtatagal magllmbing din. :)

haha.

BALIW YUN EH!

pero MAHAL N MAHAL KO! ♥

*right now, he's already sleeping :)

kawawa nga un e.

Super daming ginawa ngaung araw.

kaya pagpunta dito, bagsak e.

antok n antok :(

wawa nmn baby koo.

ILOVEYOU SO MUCH!

GOOOOOOOODNIGHT!

missedyou sagaaaad :'(

`misis ni billy. :)

Happy 8th Monthsary Hubby! ♥

All the pain we kept were thrown away.

Being with you is still my favorite thing to do. :)

I Love You too much to let you go..

You mean the whole world to me..

And I want you to know that you'll always be my hubby for all eternity..

I love everything we had ..

Especially the LOVE we have inside. :) ♥

We may not be together as often as we want,

Keep in mind that I'll always stay here with you no matter what :)

You know how much I needed you,

Will you please keep me forever?!

HAPPY 8th MONTHS OF FOREVER HUBBY! ♥

till nine ,

ten ..

Eleven ..

Twelve ..

Thirteen ..

FOREVER AND EVER!!! :))

iLoveyou most!

I missed you sorely. :(

`Memei ni billy. ♥

Gusto ko ng makita hubby ko! :( ♥

:( Miss ko na hubby ko.

SUPERDUPERULTRAMEGA MISS NA MISS! :[

kaawa oi..

Motmot n bukas..

ppunta naman sya dito eh.

Excited na ko. ;)

sana happy happy bukas !! :))

Imissed him soo much!

HOOOOOOOOO!

nkakapraning nemen!

:(

mahal a mahal kita asawa ko!!

♥

Boom..spell INLOVE?

BV! kasi badtrip mga tao sken dito. Pero ok lang, mali nmn tlga ako e. :( It's my fault. & i knew it.. Di ko un tnatanggi.. :)) haha.. Buti na lng anjan c bhie, d nya ko pnpabayaan mlugkot. :)
OK n ko dun..
Ok nko kasi meron akong BILLY RAY GONZALES BARRETTO n mahal n mhal ako. :))
hayy..
sarap mainlab..
:)
lalo n kung sknya! :)
♥

mahal n mahal kita asawa koo! :*

We just love to LOVE! ♥

As I blog this one, Im listening to "Here I am again by Rachelle Ann Go" --My all time favorite dedicated to mu hubby! :) It's kinda late now, but Im still up.. :)) If he knows it, Im dead! :) shh..

Seriously, I soo missed him! :( Being with him for 2days is not enough .. :( We're not contented for temporary happiness.. or let me say " panandaliang kiligan. " :)) haha REALLY! :( it only makes us wish for the whole world to stop .. Whenever we're together we always make the most out of it! ugh.. How the hell would I be happy when right now I feel so lonely?! I fuckinly miss him !! and there's no right word for me to describe how much I really do ! :(
It's everything I missed.

Every little thing we do together..

All the crazy bunch stuffs..
Fooling around ..
Acting like a child ..
I hate to admit it but I love pissing him off! :))
It gets me soo much kilig whenever I do so :)
I missed staring at his face :)
Seeing his smile with cute dimple on his left cheek makes me go like "ooo-wee!"
haha.. It makes me WEAK! :)))
No kidding .. It's like much kilig staring at him, and when he caught me, I'll throw anything into him and laugh coz he'll surely ask "Bket k titig ng titig sken? crush mo ko no?" haha..
I just smile .. & stay quiet for a while.. Cos it is the only time that I could realize how happy we truly are!
He's my only crush..
and yes! my only LOVE! :) ♥
He's everything to me..
He's everything I need to live my life..
He's my everything. REAL EVERYTHING! :)

Though we're up to this complicated thingy, we still LOVE to make it last.. :)
and yet, we build our own dreams .. in our own minds with both hearts! We have to prove them wrong .. We have to keep on holding on to each other.. Others might say we're up to no good, but hell! they don't even know what we want and what we feel! :( So, at this very moment we already made a vow to ourselves that we'll push each other towards TRUE HAPPINESS and fulfillment! :))

I kept dreaming, because of him.♥
i love you so much hubby! :)

*hugs & kisses*

♥♥♥--FIFTEEN--♥♥♥